go ahead with her, bye boy

When i updating my blog, my brain is full of question marks? I dunno why you wan to do this to me, i though... love is nothing of my life... but i think , love is also one part of my life, i dunno why, you are scolding me cause i had added her, may i ask you, do you like her, do you remember, you told me... esther... esther, i love you... but i think is fake, anyway i think my whole life is been fool by you guys, boys... i think have fallen in love to you two guys, shit... wtf! i dunno why? when i updating my blog, my tears are dropping like.... i know, you have her , you gonna leave me right , your eyes are full of goodbye.. i cannot be like this, i tell myself i cannot love you, that's me, yea, go ahead with her, i will try my best to forget this love with a i love you, anyway , i will remember you in my heart forever. anyway, can i huge you before you leave, this is juz a small things i wan, can i... i wish , you cant find my blog forever, let me keep this love in my heart, nobody knows...