Sick :(

Hey guys, i am fever and flu. Now, i am off to Penang, but i will still bring my comp... hahaha, to finish my geo project... sien weih, go for trip still need to bring my comp to do project.. hahahahahah btw, happy birthday to my best friend, Tara ... and Happy Malaysia Day ! :)

I saw the real you.

yeah right, i am at Penang. Well i am a stupid fellow. Now i am blaming myself for that ' stupidness'

and i am such an idiot. FML. I can do everything for you and you say words that is like a knife poking into my heart. I know you are taken, just cant you use nicer words to tell me, do you need to use bad words such as fuck, diam 7 or more... Many people tell me that you dont worth it for me .. but i dont believe.. now, i believe that you are that kind of people. I saw the real you, the real cruel, mean you. That's enough... i know right, for you, you wont wan to choose me as a gf right... but why can you use nicer words to reject me.. and you have to say, fuck esther.. is like what on earth i did wrong.. i know, if i dont start this incident , it wont have a ending like that... i know if you dont snatch people things, you wont get hurt .. that is , the real thing. I tell you, you ruin my day. Yea right, i learn a lesson from you, thank you , i learn a fcking good lesson man, thanks man... My heart now is like.. a knife poke inside.. you pull it out again and you poke in it again... Why dont you just that you dont love me at first... why? if you tell me , i can .... fine, everything already happen, i really dont wan to see you and you also dont wan to see me right.. wish we dont see each other forever .. please......